Friday, November 7, 2008

Ramblings: 3: how vulrenable we really are

as i get older, i realize that my body isn't as malleable as it once was. Before when I fell, i got up and kept on playing. Now, I take my time.

it frightens me.

I am still young. I do not want to grow old. I do not want to whither away. I do not want to die. but of course, I don't know what that really means.

I don't know what happens next, I cannot imagine what being completely unconscious is like... even in sleep I dream.

Yet, the fact that I am conscious now tells me something...

what if the dead are reincarnated?

could it be possible to remain conscious while my body lies dead, in the ground?
what if I am cremated?

I wonder what the dead think.

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